Nap

Today, while watching the Simpsons, I began to wonder... where will I be a year from now? 5 years from now? 10? 25? The episode was about a documentary started about homer and other various springfield kids when they were 8 years old. The interviewer checked back with them every eight years to document how their lives progressed.

I don't even know how to begin to answer that, because I don't know what I want... or even know how to start figuring it out. This disturbs me and is currently causing me great stress,which in turn puts unnecessary strain on every relationship in my life, which in turn makes me rethink the roles I am in, which makes me ask myself: am I happy with my decisions now? will I be happy with them later? or am I ruining my life as well as the lives of those closest to me by not actively seeking whatever it is I should be seeking...?

Way too deep.... maybe I'll just go take a nap. ;)